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Mar. 31st, 2011 08:06 amDue to what seems to be the onset of early menopause (my third period in forty days wt-everlovin'-f) and the associated crabbiness and aches, I've had an absolutely miserable week.
First? Holy crap, this is horrible. I'm actually really grateful I'm not working, because I've had to start putting down towels on all my seats. I mean, is it at all *normal* to bleed through everything in two hours? WFT, body?? I'm running out of clothes, stoppit!
Second, said grumpiness and pains do NOT go well with pretty violent moodswings. I've blown up at one friend and I'm not sure how to start fixing it. I'm sorta against outright grovelling and begging for forgiveness, because I've done that shit all my life with my family and my ex, and it actually feels weirdly *good* to be righteously indignant. I'm such a horrible person.
Thirdly, I've retreated to comfort food and fic. My body both loves and hates the comfort food, and my heart both loves and hates the fic. I'm filled with happiness while it's being devoured, and all depressed and weirdly yearning again once it's done, so I go searching for another.
If anyone's got any recommendations, that'd be amazing. I'll take advice, links to happy pictures, and directions to feel-good fiction. Really. Anything, at this stage.
First? Holy crap, this is horrible. I'm actually really grateful I'm not working, because I've had to start putting down towels on all my seats. I mean, is it at all *normal* to bleed through everything in two hours? WFT, body?? I'm running out of clothes, stoppit!
Second, said grumpiness and pains do NOT go well with pretty violent moodswings. I've blown up at one friend and I'm not sure how to start fixing it. I'm sorta against outright grovelling and begging for forgiveness, because I've done that shit all my life with my family and my ex, and it actually feels weirdly *good* to be righteously indignant. I'm such a horrible person.
Thirdly, I've retreated to comfort food and fic. My body both loves and hates the comfort food, and my heart both loves and hates the fic. I'm filled with happiness while it's being devoured, and all depressed and weirdly yearning again once it's done, so I go searching for another.
If anyone's got any recommendations, that'd be amazing. I'll take advice, links to happy pictures, and directions to feel-good fiction. Really. Anything, at this stage.
